God, I don't even wanna go atm.
I mean, it looks like I'll end up going, because where else would I go?
But I REALLY don't want to spend four more years being dependent of my family. I might just chuck the whole thing after my bachelor's degree or something. Actually, that would be stupid. Huh. I really don't know.
I mean, I HATE my parents. I HATE my family. And if I do this, I have to stay in contact with them for four more years. Two, definitely, because I'm underage till then. And unless I win the lottery or something, it'll be two more. Okay, so when I'm 18 I can share a flat with someone or so, that might make the rent a bit cheaper. A lot cheaper. So technically it's two more years of contact with my family. Still, that's A LOT.
It depends.
I might just see if there's any way at all I can move out to another place in Vienna. If not, I'll have to go.
Bleurgh. And now, I'll just stuff my face with about 3000 kcal to make it all feel better. And feel even worse afterwards.
ttyl
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